by Kathy on October 5, 2026 · 0 comments
in Anticipation, Anxiety, Background, breast care, Cancer, Coping, Cysts, Hope, Medical Stuff, OB/GYN, Odds, The Future, The Past, Ultrasounds, Waiting
Almost two weeks ago, on September 22nd (the 84th anniversary of Mom’s birthday), after my 6-month follow up mammogram and ultrasound, I was changing back into my street clothes in the dressing room when I heard someone come into the waiting room and call the name “Jacqueline” to be next. Hearing my mom’s name, although […]
by Kathy on March 25, 2026 · 2 comments
in Anticipation, Anxiety, Background, breast care, Cancer, Coping, Cysts, Hope, Medical Stuff, OB/GYN, Odds, Pain, The Future, The Past, Ultrasounds, Waiting
“You okay, within reason?” the mammogram tech asked me, almost rhetorically, each time before tightening the compressor even more on my right breast and telling me to hold my breath. She was apparently really focusing on an area they were concerned about. I was okay (enough) and it still hurt a lot. Today I had […]
by Kathy on August 6, 2019 · 4 comments
in Anticipation, Anxiety, breast care, Cancer, Coping, Cysts, Expectations, Hope, Memories, Odds, Reality, Travel, Ultrasounds, Vacations, Waiting, Writing
I was supposed to return in 6 months. You’d think, as someone who struggles with anxiety, I’d have been counting down the days to get my right breast rechecked, to see how what they found in December, a small mostly fluid filled cyst with a bit of solid, that had a “high probability of being […]
by Kathy on December 20, 2018 · 0 comments
in Anticipation, Anxiety, breast care, Coping, Cysts, Hope, Odds, Optimism, Quotes, Time, Ultrasounds
That is my biggest takeaway from the diagnostic ultrasound of my right breast this morning. The form they gave me at the end had a boxed checked by the words “high probability of being benign.” Other options/boxes they didn’t check include: normal, benign appearing (not malignant), short term follow up is recommended, findings that may […]
by Kathy on December 15, 2018 · 0 comments
in Anticipation, Anxiety, Background, breast care, Cancer, Coping, Cysts, Fear, Hope, Odds, Optimism, Ultrasounds, Waiting, Writing
I keep having to look at the exact wording, as I couldn’t remember for the life of me, over the past few days. The phrase was part of a letter that was emailed to me with results, after I spoke with a woman who does scheduling for the breast care center I went to, for […]
by Kathy on January 18, 2016 · 5 comments
in Anticipation, Anxiety, breast care, Cancer, Coping, Cysts, Hope, Life, Reality, Ultrasounds, Writing
I got a call this afternoon letting me know that the pathology from my biopsies on Friday do not appear to be cancer. The lymph node biopsied in my left armpit was benign with reactive changes. So that is great news and a huge relief. Last night I had trouble sleeping and started allow my mind […]