by Kathy on December 1, 2024 · 1 comment
in Babies Benson, Blogging, Exercise, Gratitude, IVF #2 (converted to IUI#1), Loss, Milestones, Miscarriage, Pregnancy Loss, Repronex, Running, Sperm, The Past, Then and Now, Therapy
20 years ago today, on December 1, 2004, we experienced our first miscarriage. I was about seven weeks pregnant, with an estimated due date (EDD) of July 20, 2005. Sean was 13 months old when I tested positive with a home pregnancy test on November 10, 2004. We were trying and I was anxious to […]
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by Kathy on April 13, 2024 · 4 comments
in Accountability, Anticipation, Background, Blogging, Books, Change, Coping, Decisions, Exercise, Gail, Game Changers, Grief, Healing, Infertility, Inspiration, Journey, Life, Loss, Memories, Milestones, Miscarriage, Molly, Mom, Pregnancy Loss, Priorities, Resolution, Sean, The Future, The Past, Therapy, Time, Transitions
Today it’s been nine months since Mom died and I have so many swirling thoughts that surround this milestone. I miss her so much. I think a lot about all that I learned from her in my 48 of her 80 years on this earth. I am inspired by how committed Mom was to living […]
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by Kathy on November 20, 2018 · 0 comments
in Background, Before I Blogged, Coping, Exercise, Family, Food, Friends, London Semester Journals, Loss, Memories, Miscarriage, Movies, Writing
Wednesday, 2-7-96 10:20 PM London 4:20 PM E-Town Well, I am in the ULU pool locker room! I just tried “canoe polo” for the first time! It is lots of fun & harder than it looks! ☺︎ I learned how to paddle to move the boat sideways, to keep from tipping over, to turn rt., […]
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by Kathy on October 15, 2018 · 0 comments
in Babies Benson, Bereavement, Blessed, Change, Coping, Family, Friends, Gratitude, Grief, Healing, Life, Loss, Love, Memories, Miscarriage, Molly, October 15, Pain, Parenting, Peace, Pregnancy Loss, Relationships, Sadness, Siblings, The Past, Time
I came across this quote today from Laura Kelly Fanucci, a fellow bereaved mom, via a friend/dad who is grieving and remembering (after the recent death of his baby) on this, October 15th, National Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day. These words struck and ring true for me, almost 14 years since we experienced our first of […]
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by Kathy on August 30, 2018 · 0 comments
in Abby, Anxiety, Babies Benson, Background, Birthdays, Blessed, Change, Coping, Gratitude, Infertility, Journey, Life, Listening, Loss, Memories, Miscarriage, Music, Pregnancy, Reality, Relationships, Sadness, Secondary Infertility, Signs, Time, Transitions
I remember how he used to tease me for bringing my binder, with colored coded spreadsheets, to track our relatively routine pregnancy with Sean in 2003. And then he was the doctor on call during our scheduled induction, which ended up being an augmentation, when I went into natural labor earlier that day (10 days […]
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by Kathy on May 2, 2017 · 1 comment
in Bereavement, Blessed, Blogging, Chicago, Family, Friends, Gratitude, Healing, Hope, Inspiration, Journey, Life, LTYM, Memories, Miscarriage, Mother's Day, Neonatal Death, Parenting, Pregnancy Loss, Reality, Secondary Infertility, Theater, Writing
You read that right. This is about LTYM Chicago 2016. I started writing sometime after the show, one year ago yesterday, about the incredible experience that was Listen to Your Mother Chicago 2016. I would add things to it now and then, getting pretty far with my post, but never finished or shared it until […]
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