I’m scared.

by Kathy on December 20, 2007 · 10 comments

in FET #1, Molly, Sean

It about 1 1/2 hours until our ultrasound and I am waiting for Bob to get home from work. The past two days I have found it easier to remain positive and optimistic, however today I have felt more anxious and scared. With Sean up at my parents house and Bob leaving early for work, I have had a lot of time to myself to rest, think and pray.

I know that we can handle whatever the outcome, but at the same time I am just not ready to say goodbye to our baby and am hoping and praying with everything in my being that we won’t have to.

The anticipation of what we will find out this afternoon is really getting to me now and though I could wait forever for good news, if it is going to be bad, if our baby has died, I just want to know.

Anyway, I find it comforting to post here and thus decided to share my thoughts and emotions. Please keep those positive thought, sticky vibes and prayers coming our way. Thank you.

{ 10 comments… read them below or add one }

1 Kristie December 20, 2007 at 1:20 pm

Think of you today. (((HUGS)))

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2 Fertilize Me December 20, 2007 at 1:32 pm

Thinking oF you.praying for good news

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3 Alison December 20, 2007 at 2:37 pm

Thinking of you right now and praying for your miracle!

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4 Natalie December 20, 2007 at 2:48 pm

Praying so much for you!!!

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5 Nicole December 20, 2007 at 3:00 pm

Thinking of you today too! I hope everything is fine. I haven’t looked at the IVF board since my last post, and something made me look today.

Nicole (problemsolved)

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6 Stacie December 20, 2007 at 4:01 pm

Sending hugs and hope.

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7 Katie December 20, 2007 at 4:19 pm

Prayers and happy vibes coming at you. I am stalking your blog waiting to find out what happen. I am expecting an early Christmas Miracle for you!!!

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8 Dramalish December 20, 2007 at 4:53 pm

Came over from Lost and Found… praying for you today, that the outcome of today’s u/s is the best that could be dreamed of.
Hugs,
-D.

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9 SommerNyte December 20, 2007 at 5:38 pm

I hope the u/s went well!!!

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10 Katie December 20, 2007 at 6:51 pm

Thinking of you, sending prayers and lots of positive vibes.

Please post when you can. . . I am stalking you!

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